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“Still Breathing… Still Showing Up”
I didn’t even take the FE exam like I was supposed to. And yeah… I was late to another meeting. Again. But that’s better than where I was...
trueproducer
4 days ago2 min read
August 12th
It’s August 12th, and I’ve put myself in a really bad position. All last month, I cared about someone and was there for them—especially...
trueproducer
Aug 122 min read


Don’t Sabotage Yourself – New Single + New Plans for Life
Today kicks off a grind like no other. I’m entering a season of intense intentionality —where everything I do has to serve a greater...
trueproducer
Jul 182 min read
Tired of Everything Drops August 15th – And So Does the Excuse-Making
Today marks the start of something different. Not just a new day, but the beginning of the grind —a brutal, focused, and relentless...
trueproducer
Jul 82 min read
Blog Entry: Real Intentionality on Independence Day
Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....
trueproducer
Jul 44 min read


The Plan Is Set: Album Release, PhD Goals & FE Exam Focus | June 2025
This is a period of intentionality —a season where I have to be unapologetically focused and aggressive about hitting my goals. And right...
trueproducer
Jun 63 min read
Go ahead, kill me
Yesterday, I worried, Didn’t go back, school. Now I’m here, alone, No friends, no one, true. I’m just scared, I don’t know, What’s next...
trueproducer
Jun 52 min read
Why This Year Will Be the Best Year of Your Life
This year isn't just another chapter—it's the turning point, the year where everything aligns, and your ambitions become reality. Every...
trueproducer
Jun 42 min read
I still have to work hard
It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....
trueproducer
May 202 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
trueproducer
May 162 min read
People can be nosy asses
You're that motherfucker who fucked up everything—yeah, you. Every time you got curious, every time your nosy ass leaned in and looked at...
trueproducer
May 131 min read
#whatiwanttosaytosomeone
“Look, I need to say this before you go. You’re not my friend, and what you did was foul. You went through my computer, copied my PhD...
trueproducer
May 71 min read


Letting Go, Even When It Hurts
I feel like the truth is— things are going to get worse before they get better . And I have to be prepared for all of that. I have to be...
trueproducer
Apr 301 min read


Things Are Getting Better, But I Still Feel Alone | Blog Entry – April 2025
Life is improving. I’m not saying everything’s perfect—but April has definitely been a step up from March. I feel more grounded, more...
trueproducer
Apr 252 min read
Overexposure
I just feel so bad. I put myself in a bad state—and I know it. It happens when I give too much of myself to people who don’t deserve it....
trueproducer
Apr 52 min read


March Took Everything from Me | Blog Entry – March 2025
I finally got a job. That alone should’ve been a huge win for March—and in a way, it was. I even joined a Bible study group, and one of...
trueproducer
Mar 282 min read
the heart of a powerful track and “A Vow to Work Harder”
[Verse 1] I pray for the fall of my enemies, And anyone actin’ like kin to me. Hostages never get free —There's war in the streets, and...
trueproducer
Mar 222 min read


My Emotion
I’ve lost friends and opportunities, and maybe I need to lose more in order to actually win. My support system feels nonexistent—no one...
trueproducer
Feb 281 min read
Just saying...
It's been a month since it happened, and everyone has changed—turned cruel, unrecognizable. Be careful who you trust. In fact, don’t...
trueproducer
Feb 241 min read


Questioning Love, Life, and Valentine’s Day
I’m getting older, and I keep reflecting on my life. One question that lingers in my mind is: Why does Valentine’s Day even exist? More...
trueproducer
Feb 142 min read
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