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Since Saturday, We’re Starting Over (Extended)
It’s crazy that it’s almost March. Midterms are either here or around the corner. The semester is moving whether I’m ready or not. Time doesn’t slow down just because I’m overwhelmed. It doesn’t pause because I feel unproductive. It doesn’t care if I spent Monday watching YouTube instead of pushing my research forward. And that’s the reality I have to sit with. I just ate a whole sandwich, and now I can’t sleep. Too much food, too late at night. It’s small, but it represents
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Feb 124 min read
🖤 The Day After Thanksgiving: Sitting With the Mess I Made
It’s the day after Thanksgiving, and instead of feeling full, warm, and peaceful, I’m sitting here realizing just how much of a mess I’ve made. Not just a literal mess — though that happened, and I’m not even getting into that — but an emotional, spiritual, and personal one. A mess that’s been building all year and finally hit me today. In the last few days, I’ve opened myself up more publicly than I ever have. I’ve told the entire world how I really feel about relationships,
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Nov 28, 20254 min read


🦃 I’m Tired, But I’m Still Trying: Thanksgiving Reflections & What Comes Next
🎥 Watch the Video: Click below to hear everything straight from me. (If you're reading this from my blog, the video is embedded here.) 📹 Video Title: Tired… But I’m Still Trying | End of Year Reflections & Music/Future Update 👉 Watch on YouTube ( https://youtu.be/ybufzfEZvD8 ) 🍂 Where I’m At Right Now Honestly? I had to make this video because I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and under-acknowledged. I’m not where I want to be in life. Not yet. And even though the end of t
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Nov 27, 20254 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
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May 16, 20252 min read
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