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April Has to Take Shape
Tonight I’m sitting with one thought more than anything else: I need tomorrow to be different . My hope is that tomorrow is the day things finally begin to take form and take shape. Lately, it feels like I’ve been letting everything except the important things take control of my time, my attention, and my peace of mind. I keep moving, I keep doing things, I keep sending emails and making plans and thinking ahead, but when I stop and really look at it, I have to ask myself a h
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Mar 294 min read
Before Therapy: A Moment of Honesty
I’m about to go into my therapy session today, and I feel awful. At the same time, a strange kind of relief has come over me. It’s like a weight has finally been lifted, but the path that led me to that relief was messy. I made mistakes along the way. I damaged connections with people. I mishandled situations. I tried to be everywhere all at once, except in the one place I actually needed to be. That’s the pattern I’m starting to notice about myself lately. I move fast. I jug
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Mar 65 min read


New Year’s Resolutions & Personal Rules
PART I — Core Philosophy for the Year This year is about intentionality, discipline, and self-preservation . I am no longer living reactively. I am no longer waiting for validation, permission, or rescue. I am choosing to build my life deliberately, even when it’s uncomfortable. I’ve learned that: No one is coming to save me. Support systems are unreliable if I don’t first support myself. Growth requires discomfort, sacrifice, and consistency. I must protect my energy if I wa
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Dec 313 min read


🦃 I’m Tired, But I’m Still Trying: Thanksgiving Reflections & What Comes Next
🎥 Watch the Video: Click below to hear everything straight from me. (If you're reading this from my blog, the video is embedded here.) 📹 Video Title: Tired… But I’m Still Trying | End of Year Reflections & Music/Future Update 👉 Watch on YouTube ( https://youtu.be/ybufzfEZvD8 ) 🍂 Where I’m At Right Now Honestly? I had to make this video because I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and under-acknowledged. I’m not where I want to be in life. Not yet. And even though the end of t
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Nov 27, 20254 min read
Something Has to Change… But I Don’t Know What
I Wasn’t Going to Write Another Post… I really wasn’t going to write another post this month. I thought I’d wait until next month, give myself a break, catch my breath. But next month is literally just a day or two away—and I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t admit how bad things have been getting lately. Something in my life is not going right. I can feel it. But the worst part? I don’t know what needs to change. I just know something has to. The Day That Broke Me a Little L
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Oct 30, 20254 min read
Blog Entry: Real Intentionality on Independence Day
Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....
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Jul 4, 20254 min read
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