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✨ End-of-Year Reflections: Standing at the Edge of 2025 ✨
It’s literally the end of the year. Not the after-Christmas , fully shut-down, world-is-quiet part of the year — but close enough. Finals are done. The holidays have arrived. And I’m finally at a point where I can breathe for a moment, look around, and actually be realistic about where I am and what I need to do with my life. This year… This has been the worst year of my life. Not because everything fell apart — but because everything finally caught up to me. And now that I’m
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Dec 74 min read
🖤 The Day After Thanksgiving: Sitting With the Mess I Made
It’s the day after Thanksgiving, and instead of feeling full, warm, and peaceful, I’m sitting here realizing just how much of a mess I’ve made. Not just a literal mess — though that happened, and I’m not even getting into that — but an emotional, spiritual, and personal one. A mess that’s been building all year and finally hit me today. In the last few days, I’ve opened myself up more publicly than I ever have. I’ve told the entire world how I really feel about relationships,
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Nov 284 min read
Something Has to Change… But I Don’t Know What
I Wasn’t Going to Write Another Post… I really wasn’t going to write another post this month. I thought I’d wait until next month, give myself a break, catch my breath. But next month is literally just a day or two away—and I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t admit how bad things have been getting lately. Something in my life is not going right. I can feel it. But the worst part? I don’t know what needs to change. I just know something has to. The Day That Broke Me a Little L
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Oct 304 min read


Trust, Birthdays, and the Weight of a Heavy Month
A lot of hell happened this month— and the month isn’t even over yet. I’ve been sitting with this question, circling in my mind like a...
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Sep 242 min read


March Took Everything from Me | Blog Entry – March 2025
I finally got a job. That alone should’ve been a huge win for March—and in a way, it was. I even joined a Bible study group, and one of...
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Mar 282 min read
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