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✨ End-of-Year Reflections: Standing at the Edge of 2025 ✨
It’s literally the end of the year. Not the after-Christmas , fully shut-down, world-is-quiet part of the year — but close enough. Finals are done. The holidays have arrived. And I’m finally at a point where I can breathe for a moment, look around, and actually be realistic about where I am and what I need to do with my life. This year… This has been the worst year of my life. Not because everything fell apart — but because everything finally caught up to me. And now that I’m
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I'm Tired… But I'm Not Giving Up
Introduction: The Weight I Carry This year hasn't been kind to me. But honestly, I don’t think I expected it to be. What I did expect, though, was to make a choice and follow through — to either pursue school or dive straight into the workforce. That was the plan: be decisive, intentional, and take charge of my life. But if life has taught me anything, it's that plans rarely go as expected — especially when you're tired. And this year, I’ve been tired in a way that runs deepe
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Oct 224 min read
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Why Did I Grow So Soft?
For real — why did I grow so soft? Yesterday was someone’s birthday. And truthfully, it was never my intention to reach out. I had cut...
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Oct 83 min read
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August 12th
It’s August 12th, and I’ve put myself in a really bad position. All last month, I cared about someone and was there for them—especially...
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Aug 122 min read
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I still have to work hard
It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....
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May 202 min read
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From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
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May 162 min read
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Letting Go, Even When It Hurts
I feel like the truth is— things are going to get worse before they get better . And I have to be prepared for all of that. I have to be...
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Apr 301 min read
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Overexposure
I just feel so bad. I put myself in a bad state—and I know it. It happens when I give too much of myself to people who don’t deserve it....
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Apr 52 min read
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