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✨ End-of-Year Reflections: Standing at the Edge of 2025 ✨
It’s literally the end of the year. Not the after-Christmas , fully shut-down, world-is-quiet part of the year — but close enough. Finals are done. The holidays have arrived. And I’m finally at a point where I can breathe for a moment, look around, and actually be realistic about where I am and what I need to do with my life. This year… This has been the worst year of my life. Not because everything fell apart — but because everything finally caught up to me. And now that I’m
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Dec 74 min read


🦃 I’m Tired, But I’m Still Trying: Thanksgiving Reflections & What Comes Next
🎥 Watch the Video: Click below to hear everything straight from me. (If you're reading this from my blog, the video is embedded here.) 📹 Video Title: Tired… But I’m Still Trying | End of Year Reflections & Music/Future Update 👉 Watch on YouTube ( https://youtu.be/ybufzfEZvD8 ) 🍂 Where I’m At Right Now Honestly? I had to make this video because I’ve been feeling overwhelmed and under-acknowledged. I’m not where I want to be in life. Not yet. And even though the end of t
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Nov 274 min read


WHY MY LIFE FEELS LIKE IMPACT SEASON
THE CALM BEFORE THE CHAOS Everything has calmed down a little bit… but somehow everything is still incredibly hectic. I’m sitting here disappointed in myself, disappointed in the choices I’ve made, and disappointed at how close we are to the end of the year — because the end of the year always brings reflection. And this year? This year has been brutal. This year has been an impact year. Not a slow, gentle, learning experience — but a slap-in-the-face, sink-or-swim, everythin
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Nov 143 min read


Nobody's Coming to Save You — And That's Okay
Life is getting more hectic, and I’m finally starting to realize why. It’s not because I’m doing too much, or because I’m not smart...
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Sep 283 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
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May 162 min read


Letting Go, Even When It Hurts
I feel like the truth is— things are going to get worse before they get better . And I have to be prepared for all of that. I have to be...
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Apr 301 min read


Things Are Getting Better, But I Still Feel Alone | Blog Entry – April 2025
Life is improving. I’m not saying everything’s perfect—but April has definitely been a step up from March. I feel more grounded, more...
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Apr 252 min read
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