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Something Has to Change… But I Don’t Know What
I Wasn’t Going to Write Another Post… I really wasn’t going to write another post this month. I thought I’d wait until next month, give myself a break, catch my breath. But next month is literally just a day or two away—and I’d be lying to myself if I didn’t admit how bad things have been getting lately. Something in my life is not going right. I can feel it. But the worst part? I don’t know what needs to change. I just know something has to. The Day That Broke Me a Little L
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Oct 30, 20254 min read


I'm Tired… But I'm Not Giving Up
Introduction: The Weight I Carry This year hasn't been kind to me. But honestly, I don’t think I expected it to be. What I did expect, though, was to make a choice and follow through — to either pursue school or dive straight into the workforce. That was the plan: be decisive, intentional, and take charge of my life. But if life has taught me anything, it's that plans rarely go as expected — especially when you're tired. And this year, I’ve been tired in a way that runs deepe
trueproducer
Oct 22, 20254 min read


Why I’d Rather Be Alone: A Personal Blog Post on Exposure, Burnout, and Finding My Own Way
The Season of Overexposure Let’s just start here: I’m no longer afraid of being overexposed. Earlier this year, I used to panic at the idea of someone seeing my screen, reading my unfinished lyrics, scrolling through my folders filled with personal ideas and fragments of myself. But now? I’ve accepted that exposure is inevitable—especially if you want to do something real in this world. Especially if you want to make art, interact with people, or live a life that means someth
trueproducer
Oct 14, 20254 min read


Why Did I Grow So Soft?
For real — why did I grow so soft? Yesterday was someone’s birthday. And truthfully, it was never my intention to reach out. I had cut...
trueproducer
Oct 8, 20253 min read


Nobody's Coming to Save You — And That's Okay
Life is getting more hectic, and I’m finally starting to realize why. It’s not because I’m doing too much, or because I’m not smart...
trueproducer
Sep 28, 20253 min read


Trust, Birthdays, and the Weight of a Heavy Month
A lot of hell happened this month— and the month isn’t even over yet. I’ve been sitting with this question, circling in my mind like a...
trueproducer
Sep 24, 20252 min read
Fall Begins: First Week Reflections and Double Album Doubts
It’s the Saturday of the first week of school, and something about the air already feels different. Fall is officially here. Football is...
trueproducer
Sep 6, 20253 min read


27 and Tired, But Still Here: No More Sabotage. No More Excuses.
Wow… I’m about to be 27. That’s wild. And if I’m being real, 26 felt like hell . Like everything came crashing down. Back to back. It’s...
trueproducer
Aug 28, 20252 min read


“Still Breathing… Still Showing Up”
I didn’t even take the FE exam like I was supposed to. And yeah… I was late to another meeting. Again. But that’s better than where I was...
trueproducer
Aug 17, 20252 min read
August 12th
It’s August 12th, and I’ve put myself in a really bad position. All last month, I cared about someone and was there for them—especially...
trueproducer
Aug 12, 20252 min read


Don’t Sabotage Yourself – New Single + New Plans for Life
Today kicks off a grind like no other. I’m entering a season of intense intentionality —where everything I do has to serve a greater...
trueproducer
Jul 18, 20252 min read
Tired of Everything Drops August 15th – And So Does the Excuse-Making
Today marks the start of something different. Not just a new day, but the beginning of the grind —a brutal, focused, and relentless...
trueproducer
Jul 8, 20252 min read
Blog Entry: Real Intentionality on Independence Day
Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....
trueproducer
Jul 4, 20254 min read


The Plan Is Set: Album Release, PhD Goals & FE Exam Focus | June 2025
This is a period of intentionality —a season where I have to be unapologetically focused and aggressive about hitting my goals. And right...
trueproducer
Jun 6, 20253 min read
Go ahead, kill me
Yesterday, I worried, Didn’t go back, school. Now I’m here, alone, No friends, no one, true. I’m just scared, I don’t know, What’s next...
trueproducer
Jun 5, 20252 min read
Why This Year Will Be the Best Year of Your Life
This year isn't just another chapter—it's the turning point, the year where everything aligns, and your ambitions become reality. Every...
trueproducer
Jun 4, 20252 min read
I still have to work hard
It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....
trueproducer
May 20, 20252 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
trueproducer
May 16, 20252 min read
People can be nosy asses
You're that motherfucker who fucked up everything—yeah, you. Every time you got curious, every time your nosy ass leaned in and looked at...
trueproducer
May 13, 20251 min read
#whatiwanttosaytosomeone
“Look, I need to say this before you go. You’re not my friend, and what you did was foul. You went through my computer, copied my PhD...
trueproducer
May 7, 20251 min read
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