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✨ End-of-Year Reflections: Standing at the Edge of 2025 ✨
It’s literally the end of the year. Not the after-Christmas , fully shut-down, world-is-quiet part of the year — but close enough. Finals are done. The holidays have arrived. And I’m finally at a point where I can breathe for a moment, look around, and actually be realistic about where I am and what I need to do with my life. This year… This has been the worst year of my life. Not because everything fell apart — but because everything finally caught up to me. And now that I’m
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Dec 74 min read
🎧 In the Trenches of a New Month: Music, Meaning & Moving Forward
It’s the start of a brand-new month, and while the world around me is still moving, I’m in the trenches. Deep. Emotionally, mentally, physically. But I’ve been here before—and every time I feel the weight, I remind myself: I have a plan . This blog is my honest check-in, and if you’re reading this, you’re getting the raw me. No filters. 💿 A Vision for My Music Career — Even in the Chaos I’ve made it clear in previous posts that one of my top goals is to get my music career o
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Nov 166 min read


I'm Tired… But I'm Not Giving Up
Introduction: The Weight I Carry This year hasn't been kind to me. But honestly, I don’t think I expected it to be. What I did expect, though, was to make a choice and follow through — to either pursue school or dive straight into the workforce. That was the plan: be decisive, intentional, and take charge of my life. But if life has taught me anything, it's that plans rarely go as expected — especially when you're tired. And this year, I’ve been tired in a way that runs deepe
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Oct 224 min read


Trust, Birthdays, and the Weight of a Heavy Month
A lot of hell happened this month— and the month isn’t even over yet. I’ve been sitting with this question, circling in my mind like a...
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Sep 242 min read


27 and Tired, But Still Here: No More Sabotage. No More Excuses.
Wow… I’m about to be 27. That’s wild. And if I’m being real, 26 felt like hell . Like everything came crashing down. Back to back. It’s...
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Aug 282 min read


“Still Breathing… Still Showing Up”
I didn’t even take the FE exam like I was supposed to. And yeah… I was late to another meeting. Again. But that’s better than where I was...
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Aug 172 min read
Tired of Everything Drops August 15th – And So Does the Excuse-Making
Today marks the start of something different. Not just a new day, but the beginning of the grind —a brutal, focused, and relentless...
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Jul 82 min read
Blog Entry: Real Intentionality on Independence Day
Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....
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Jul 44 min read


The Plan Is Set: Album Release, PhD Goals & FE Exam Focus | June 2025
This is a period of intentionality —a season where I have to be unapologetically focused and aggressive about hitting my goals. And right...
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Jun 63 min read
I still have to work hard
It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....
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May 202 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
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May 162 min read
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