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🎧 In the Trenches of a New Month: Music, Meaning & Moving Forward
It’s the start of a brand-new month, and while the world around me is still moving, I’m in the trenches. Deep. Emotionally, mentally, physically. But I’ve been here before—and every time I feel the weight, I remind myself: I have a plan . This blog is my honest check-in, and if you’re reading this, you’re getting the raw me. No filters. 💿 A Vision for My Music Career — Even in the Chaos I’ve made it clear in previous posts that one of my top goals is to get my music career o
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Nov 166 min read


WHY MY LIFE FEELS LIKE IMPACT SEASON
THE CALM BEFORE THE CHAOS Everything has calmed down a little bit… but somehow everything is still incredibly hectic. I’m sitting here disappointed in myself, disappointed in the choices I’ve made, and disappointed at how close we are to the end of the year — because the end of the year always brings reflection. And this year? This year has been brutal. This year has been an impact year. Not a slow, gentle, learning experience — but a slap-in-the-face, sink-or-swim, everythin
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Nov 143 min read


Why Did I Grow So Soft?
For real — why did I grow so soft? Yesterday was someone’s birthday. And truthfully, it was never my intention to reach out. I had cut...
trueproducer
Oct 83 min read


27 and Tired, But Still Here: No More Sabotage. No More Excuses.
Wow… I’m about to be 27. That’s wild. And if I’m being real, 26 felt like hell . Like everything came crashing down. Back to back. It’s...
trueproducer
Aug 282 min read
August 12th
It’s August 12th, and I’ve put myself in a really bad position. All last month, I cared about someone and was there for them—especially...
trueproducer
Aug 122 min read
Blog Entry: Real Intentionality on Independence Day
Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....
trueproducer
Jul 44 min read


The Plan Is Set: Album Release, PhD Goals & FE Exam Focus | June 2025
This is a period of intentionality —a season where I have to be unapologetically focused and aggressive about hitting my goals. And right...
trueproducer
Jun 63 min read
I still have to work hard
It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....
trueproducer
May 202 min read


From Regret to Resolve | My PhD Plans & Life Reflections | Blog Entry – May 2025
Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...
trueproducer
May 162 min read


Letting Go, Even When It Hurts
I feel like the truth is— things are going to get worse before they get better . And I have to be prepared for all of that. I have to be...
trueproducer
Apr 301 min read


Things Are Getting Better, But I Still Feel Alone | Blog Entry – April 2025
Life is improving. I’m not saying everything’s perfect—but April has definitely been a step up from March. I feel more grounded, more...
trueproducer
Apr 252 min read
Overexposure
I just feel so bad. I put myself in a bad state—and I know it. It happens when I give too much of myself to people who don’t deserve it....
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Apr 52 min read


March Took Everything from Me | Blog Entry – March 2025
I finally got a job. That alone should’ve been a huge win for March—and in a way, it was. I even joined a Bible study group, and one of...
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Mar 282 min read


Questioning Love, Life, and Valentine’s Day
I’m getting older, and I keep reflecting on my life. One question that lingers in my mind is: Why does Valentine’s Day even exist? More...
trueproducer
Feb 142 min read


Starting the Year with a Blog: New Projects, Life Reflections, and Inspiration
I hope you all had a fantastic weekend! As we kick off the year, I wanted to start something new—a blog about my life, my projects, and...
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Jan 272 min read
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