Tonight I’m sitting with one thought more than anything else: I need tomorrow to be different . My hope is that tomorrow is the day things finally begin to take form and take shape. Lately, it feels like I’ve been letting everything except the important things take control of my time, my attention, and my peace of mind. I keep moving, I keep doing things, I keep sending emails and making plans and thinking ahead, but when I stop and really look at it, I have to ask myself a h

This month is a crucial month for me. I can feel it. There are moments in life where you realize that the direction you're going in will determine a lot of what happens next, and I feel like I’m standing in one of those moments right now. I have a lot that I want to accomplish, especially with my music and the things I’ve been creating. But more than anything, this month is about discipline and learning how to move properly with the time and energy that I have. Recently I tal

I don’t know. I’m just getting sadder and more depressed, and I can feel it happening in real time. Part of it is because I push people away—but in my mind, I do it for a good reason. I tell myself they were going to push me away first anyway. I’ve been rejected enough times to believe that before anything even starts, it’s already over. There was this one person I felt close to. We had a shared trauma bond, both struggling with our mental health in different ways. I thought

It’s the start of a brand-new month, and while the world around me is still moving, I’m in the trenches. Deep. Emotionally, mentally, physically. But I’ve been here before—and every time I feel the weight, I remind myself: I have a plan . This blog is my honest check-in, and if you’re reading this, you’re getting the raw me. No filters. 💿 A Vision for My Music Career — Even in the Chaos I’ve made it clear in previous posts that one of my top goals is to get my music career o

THE CALM BEFORE THE CHAOS Everything has calmed down a little bit… but somehow everything is still incredibly hectic. I’m sitting here disappointed in myself, disappointed in the choices I’ve made, and disappointed at how close we are to the end of the year — because the end of the year always brings reflection. And this year? This year has been brutal. This year has been an impact year. Not a slow, gentle, learning experience — but a slap-in-the-face, sink-or-swim, everythin

For real — why did I grow so soft? Yesterday was someone’s birthday. And truthfully, it was never my intention to reach out. I had cut...

Wow… I’m about to be 27. That’s wild. And if I’m being real, 26 felt like hell . Like everything came crashing down. Back to back. It’s...

It’s August 12th, and I’ve put myself in a really bad position. All last month, I cared about someone and was there for them—especially...

Last month, I declared it would be a season of intentionality. I had every intention of releasing my album in June, but here we are....

This is a period of intentionality —a season where I have to be unapologetically focused and aggressive about hitting my goals. And right...

It’s been four months since the election—since we ushered in a new president—and everything has felt off ever since. Maybe it’s just me....

Things are finally moving in the right direction, and I’m grateful. But I know that just because things are getting better doesn’t mean I...

I feel like the truth is— things are going to get worse before they get better . And I have to be prepared for all of that. I have to be...

Life is improving. I’m not saying everything’s perfect—but April has definitely been a step up from March. I feel more grounded, more...

I just feel so bad. I put myself in a bad state—and I know it. It happens when I give too much of myself to people who don’t deserve it....

I finally got a job. That alone should’ve been a huge win for March—and in a way, it was. I even joined a Bible study group, and one of...

I’m getting older, and I keep reflecting on my life. One question that lingers in my mind is: Why does Valentine’s Day even exist?  More...

I hope you all had a fantastic weekend! As we kick off the year, I wanted to start something new—a blog about my life, my projects, and...